The rest!

So needless to say we partied the night away. I only remeber lots of shots, smoking, food, then it was all black! That was the rest of my friday night. On sat. I just laid on the couch for a long time trying to motivate myself to get up and shower or something. So i watched Billy Elliot(great movie) adn some family guy. I am still in chi town at this point. So I go to dinner with the asians family. His sister Kathy was in town from NY City, so she had some friends with her too. So dinner was all I wanted it to be, I mean I was eating of course it was all I wanted it to be!! We laughed, we drank, we talked about religion, it was poetry! After dinner we said by to the parents and went to a club and partied until 5 in the morning. Then we went and got some grub and passed out! It was great! Now I am back in rochelle! bbbrrrr

Chillin in chi town for the asians B day!

So on friday I got here very late. I met up with rausa and his friends at a small dead bar. We hung out there for 15 mins waiting for the midnight trick(ricky r) to show up. After he showed up we went up stairs to the asians apartment and got ready to hit the clubs, or so we thought!! We did have a little drama before we left because the Trick(ricky) was wearing a very old and worn down shirt that was rage against the machine, now we all liked that band. However that just wasn't going to work for us going to a chi club. So then he went in to rausa's closet and picked a very horrible orange and blue striped rugby shirt and when he walked out we all died laughing at him, because he looked like a total tool! So he hung his head in shame and went to get another shirt! Finally we left and as we started in the car it started storming. It was raining like mad and it took for ever to get there. So we get there and the bars are all closing because the storm was so bad. So then we spend another hour looking for a liquor store. While looking for the store we pull off to buy some munchies cause we knew we would need those later. Then we head back to the asians place. We finally find parking and 5 blocks away and then it started raining hard core. So by the time we get there we are soaked. I have to go to dinner now will explain the rest later!

The real world!!

Well not that my life is completely over and I am dieing in the "real world" This is my first week and so far I have worked to 12 hour days and one 13 hour! I am all blue collar, and that is not because I am mexican. It is cause I was raised POOR!! That is right. I blame..... What am I talking about. I am just ruffin it now to save money for my LA trip, I mean move. My parents are going to help me and that is great but I still will need a lot more. I know what your thinking. I could make it on looks alone! Well I agree, but I don't want to just be known for my killer eyes and huge arms. I want to be known for my art in performing. Like right now I am playing the role of a life time. I am acting like a blue collar constuction working and everyone believes it. I mean even fat people like sarh ford could play a skinny person on tv. well....she isn't that good of an actor! My point is I am better then all you reading this right now, wishing you were me!! No offence! I love the public, right cassie!! Well have to hit the sheets, hard labor in the morning! Fuck you all!
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The day after death!

Ok so I told ya how last thurs. I died. SOCO Kill me and I took some friends with, sorry jared, laurie and well everyone else out there. So the next day after looking for jareds phone and feeling like shit. I went back and had an amazing nap. It was all I wanted it to be. So when I woke up I went up to the guys place and chilled there for a bit. At this point Jared, Cassie and I were going to take a walk to campus to meet up with Marc and others. However, we weren't until Cassie got off the PHONE!!! Well like 80 years later we started walking. we met up with the others and then went to McD's cause I needed to love it. Then it was late so we went back to the our building cassies, jared and I where a theatre part was just starting. Now even at this point me and jared said we weren't drinking! So like a half our later with were had drinks. (no i don't have a drinking problem! I am just an artist) So i proceeded to enjoy more SOCO, so at this point I had spent to much money on alcohol, so I went and bought some ghetto ass natral Ice, and was judged by all. Well again lots of theatre students were everywhere and it was a great time. After an hour or so I see Cassie stagger in and I know she has done a little more then drink. She stumbles over to me and of course we judge each other! She then decideds she wants my hat and takes it. The jessica s comes up to me with yale and smeck and ask if I wanted to go to the back room, never turning down a good time I went.(we didn't ahve sex you sick asses) We are in there for 8 mins when Cassie opens the door and a cloud of smoke hits her and he is like hell ya! So she comes and in and me and her proceeded to have our own show!! It was the best ever, however I am not so sure the audence was with us. But we didn't care, we were the shit, until Cassie peed on smecks bed!! after I left the room the rest was a blur. I remeber visiting with Marc for ever and fighting about nothing! Then he left and I crashed on the guys couch!! I have to say that was another one of the best week ends I ahve ever had at ISU! I moved away the next day(tear)

I died I died I am dead!!

I am sorry I haven't wrote in a couple days. I see that my fans are getting a bit up set, so I just wanted to say I was sorry. Now as for my death. Last week I was moving out of NORMAL, IL, cause I am no longer a student.(tear) However, I spent a few days there and well....in true artist style, I partied like a rock star. AND IT WAS ALL I WANTED IT TO BE!!! On thurs. my old roomie liz come down and her, becca(mcbrrrr), and I went to eat. And when the waitress brought our food, she decided to go ahead and throw drink on McBRRRR. Now at this point she is covered in a drink and ice and you would think that liz and I would be concerned for her, but you would be wrong!!! We were laughing so hard I think I ripped an ab!(mind you I have none) so that was the start of a wonderful day for me! After dinner we went to Rico, jared, smeck, and Izzo's place and started to get our drink on, of course it is like 5:30 pm. Well this thur. just happened to be the big audition day for the ISU actors, and everyone of the people at the house are acting majors.(like I was, tear) At 9 pm they posted call backs, so after a few beers, we all staggered to the theatre building. After seeing the very emotional list some were over happy some were very up set. We procided to head back to the boys place and drink more, not after stopping and picking up some SOCO!(hheeeyyyy) After chillin there for a bit, Cassie finally got off of work.(hey mcd's) So she stopped by for like a min, but that is all I saw of her THAT NIGHT! Well after lots more drinking, Liz, McBrr, Jared, and I went over to Radcliffs(yes, that is someone) Now this is where we partied the night away. Now Jared, Matt Drake and I died this night. I swear this entire night/weekend was like the movie Rules of Attraction! The next day Jared called me(sounding like hell) and asked if I had his phone or knew where it was. I replied no, and we wne tback to the party place and looked for it, after looking for a hour or so we find his phone in his room on the charger!!! GGRRRRR Yea I died inside! The next day was just as good, but I will post that tomorrow!

MOVING

Today I am moving out of my place.(tommorow really, but packing it all up tonight) It is weird to pack up all my shit from Normal and leave never to return here having a place. I will always have to be a guest of someones from here. The cool thing about today is that all my friends are back in town, and most of them live in this building. I currently an not sad about the whole situation just yet. I have a whole day here still and I am leaving tommorow. But before I go I am going to watch some of the ISU acting auditions and steal new fresh monolgues!! ;) Thats right! I have no shame, I mean I have to get ready for LA right. If I remember correctly most people there are bitches!! I am still to nice of a guy! HAHAHAHHA

the end of fast food!

Well today I worked a 10 and a half hour day and it was kind of sad during lunch rush. Because I was working my ass off like always and stressing and fighting with my bosses and it hit me that tommorow is my last day there. I am going to miss the stress and bitching and fighting. I am working in the fast food biz for to damn long though. One of the girls Danelle I trained there left and told me she wasn't working tomorrow and wanted to wish me the best of luck in my future adn she and her sister clara are to of the best workers there, not to mention both beautiful girls. I know I am going to miss alot of fucked up people there. Like my Boss Betty and Old boss Patty. And so many more, not to mention my buddy Cassie!!! I also will miss the times I go and see the night manager Rasha and the crew because I am drunk and starving!!! hahaha SO now I am going to go to the gym and work off my depression. ;(
p.s. Yes I am an actor and yes I know this is a bit dramatic, but I wouldn't have it any other way! hahahaha but i really and sad. it is pathatic I know!

OMG All night long!!

Last night was a fuckin great time. I was lovin it at the good old mcd's for 10 hours, so I was tired and wasn't sure if I wanted to go out. However, my partner in crime at work came home just to go out with me, so I had to. It didn't accure to me that that will be the last time we hang out here, before I move away. So then I knew we had to get Fucked up!!! We chilled up at her place(one floor above mine) with some friends and did some amazing prepartying. After lots of STUFF, we staggerd accross the tracks to the bar. After a pitcher of beer and some great pictures, Mama-Cass decides she wants to loose at pool, so I decide to grant her that wish! ;) while playing pool, some ramdom spanish number proceeds to throw the mac on Mama-Cass. The next thing I know the bar is closed and me and mama-cass and doug(deago) get into the randoms car and head to his house for some after hours. Being there about a half hour it is time to go because we are finished. Then I chill at their apartment for a bit and have the most amazing bownie ever!! All and all it was all I wanted it to be, all night long!!! I love you Cassie thanks for a great night!!!!!!!! lalalalalalalla GREATNIGHT!!!
p.s. I loved every train I was on last night!!!