UP DATE!!

Well well well,

First I want to take this time to say I am sorry that I have been away for awhile. I understand that people depend on my opinion and judgment. So for those who have been so kind as to send my hate mail for not posting, I thank you for expressing your feelings.

Well where I left off, I still love work and have been moved up to a server and that is where the money is, and soon I will be having time to take more classes in the arts. So that is a good thing.

I am currently not in LA, but back in hicks ville in IL, and loving it. I spent the week end in Illinois State visiting a bunch of old great friends, and casually ending friendships too. Sounds harsh, but sometimes you need to cut some dead weight loose. I currently have no regrets on that score though. It was wonderful however, to see some of my old teachers and mentors. Laurie is like my mom and I am still going out with her later this week. The week end itself was full of drinking and sin and I was happy to be part of it. I thought when I came back that I would be kind of sad to watch the show and see my friends. I mean sad, like I wish I was still part of it or something. However, that didn't happen. I was very proud of everyone and glad to see them and visit, but I don't wish I was still there. I am competely happy in life where I am, and have not regrets on that score either.

Well anyway I am in good old rochelle till sunday. On sat. I watch my youngest brother kill himself, .... I mean get married. BBBBRRRRR