I am an artist.
So I had to fill out paper work today for my new job, and found out I will be starting one week earlier then planned. This was a little problem, because I was suppose to be loving it for one more week. I had to call them and let them know that tomorrow is my last day. How sad is that I will no longer be lovin it!
BTW Cassie is dead to me!
OK, so I am not exactly sure how this night went because I was really fucked up. But I remember going out with Becca and Liz. This was the last weeks of school in May and our other roommate had moved out. I want to say this was graduation day. Our friend Ed was staying at the house, but didn't go out that night, or was in bed already. Rachel, Courtney, and her brother came over after we all closed the bar.
SO after the bar we all come back to me and Liz's place. I believe some people were smoking special cigarettes. But they were doing it ghetto style, with pop cans. HAHA At this point it was really late and we had partied hard. Rachel and them had already left, and Liz when to bed. So then Becca turns to me with her glassy eyes and says, "This is the highest I have ever been!" At that point I fall off the couch laughing out loud. Normally I might have laughed a little, but for the state I was in, that comment was all I wanted it to be. I believe I was crying I laughed so hard. So then I was immediately spent. I then walk into the spare room where there is only a couch and Ed's bags. I left Becca in our living room with out saying a word cause I was done for the night. I laid on the couch and Becca comes stumbling into the room and says, "I can drive I am to fucked up want am I going to do?" I look up at her with my eyes almost closed, I am about to say something, but I pass out instead. hahaha We wake up in the morning with Ed trying to pull his bag out from underneath Mcbrr, because she passed out on them. AAAHH fun times at ISU!
I got a job! After 4 interviews at the Daily Grill, I finally got the busse boy job. The restaurant doesn't open till March 15th, but I start training on the 7th. I will no longer be lovin it, at McD's! How sad! Don't get me wrong I will still love it from time to time, just not as an employee. So now I am moving to good old LA. First I will stay with the Ford's while I look for a place of my own. This is a weird and exciting time. I already feel overwhelmed! I also have a temp job. It is kinda of harsh there. I feel like a cheap piece of meat. They just send me from place to place, kind of like Niki, when she was from man to man. haha I have honestly only worked for them once so far, but it was harsh. We had no respect, but the people we worked for liked me and told me to apply for them. Get it! Everything else is ok, I guess.
My dearest blog,
I am so sorry that I have been to busy to talk to you. I have treated you horribly. It was just like, when you get a new friend and you want to hang out with them a lot because they are cool and you want to get to know them better. However, after awhile you are done with them and need a break. I think that happened with us. I just needed my own space, but now I miss you. I miss how well you would listen to all I would say from drunkin stories to great parties. I hope you can find it in your chip to forgive me.
Miss you,
artist
My dearest beautiful fans, and Cassie!
I am so sorry that I have not blogged in awhile. I know all of you are wondering if I died or just was now to good for you, sadly I am still not to good for you all. It will be sweet when that day comes, but for now I am still part of the piece of shit general public, no offence. So here is a half ass up date.
Car is fixed!! hhheeeeyyyy
Went to a casual Hollywood party. Now as far as a huge Hollywood party, this was a little gathering. However, for this country bunkin, it was all I wanted it to be. My friend Jeff was working it, and Me and Sarah were guest if you will. It was great. We got drunk (free drinks) and tore up the dance floor, mind you we were the only ones on the dance floor, but we looked good. Just chillin with the TV show stars. haha Some write/critic (john storm) came up to me and Sarah and said we looked great together and should have our own show. That was cool. He came up once at the beginning of the party and said him and his friends were watching us and thought we were entertaining. Then later when we were drunk and he was drunk he came up again and started pitching ideas for a show for us, that was cool too. Lots more happen that nite but to much to write about.
The next morning I died, was hung over like shit. NO MEGUSTA!
Went back to sisters and worked for the week.
The next week end went to a party with Jeff. The party was full of people who worked in the biz. So I kinda felt like a loser cause I was an actor there and they all were like good luck with that. All of them worked behind the scene. I think they made fun of it, because most probly were actors at one point who failed and picked something else in the field. Besides that though most were nice and the beer was free. So had a good time.
Besides that still nothing to exciting.
