my fans I am sorry!

My dear public I am sorry that I have not be up dating you on what has been going on in my life! Mainly because I haven’t done anything worth blogging about. Well except for last week end when I went and partied at ISU but I am tired of talking about that because some of my friends who aren’t from ISU are starting to think all I do is party and drink. That is a lie, I also work! ;)
Talking about work the other day I had to clean these hellish basement windows, so that I could hook up an alarm to them. Now the thing about these windows is there were about fifty fucking spiders on them. I am for real not 10 or 20, but 50 or more! Now I am general not scared of spiders, I just let them be. However, the fact that I was tearing into their homes and spraying Windex over everything, seemed to piss them off, in turn making me very nervous! They were all up on my shit, much like Sara Ford on a double cheese burger, or cassie on a cigarette or Liz on dark meat! So that completely sucked!
Now as for LA I plan on moving from IL around Oct 6th ish! I am excited and scared as shit, but 3 of my best friends are there, plus family, so I am sure it will be all good! I will miss everyone from ISU, but face it once I am gone you will ALL BE DEAD TO ME!
VIVA LA DIVA! I am just kidding,…….or am I? ;)
*artist*

ISU this passed week end!

Well I spent the week end visiting friends from ISU. I first got to Reco/Jared/Mike's place. I then went with Jared to pick up some SOCO and visit Cassie at McD's! Then me and Jared had a preparty toast while the other guys talked about skits for theatre of ted! Well then we had some shots with other people and then more together. Then everyone left to go to Ted and the next thing I knew me and jared finished the bottle, and it was not a flask! So then we walked to the theatre building and he went in, and I got a cab to the bars in down town Bloomington. I was supose to meet so friends there to watch my favorite band, Bottle of Justus! Well when I got there they were ready to leave for a club. I wasn't having that, so they left I stayed and partied there all night till bar close. Then I meet up with them again and we went to the guys place, cause they were having after hours! I was with McBrrr, niki and niki's brother. I noticed that Mcbrrrr was kinda having a moment with niki's bro! I was in the back seat with them on the way to the guys place with mcbrrrr and Brian(the brother) and he was massaging her back so I thought ok, and then grabbed her ass and totally killed their moment. She smacked my hand away and laughed, cause i totally busted them out. So they came to the party for like 5 secs, and then left cause Mcbbrr and brian were "tired"(and I mean all night long tired, hhheeeyyyy) So then I just partied with everyone of my friends there. It was so good to party with Cassie and her breast! Seeing saxvic, and erica and everyone.(except jared cause his ass was no where to be found for like an hour) I had a blast then it was morning! So I stayed on the couch at the guys place. It was a sweet week end. In the morning I helped mike clean alittle and then we all watched the bears game with yale. sad game! The week end was all I wanted it to be. Except when McBrr became a whore and by whore I mean a Daisy!

NOW WHAT?

I am back in hicks vill trying to figure out my life. I am currently working, so I can move to LA(or ny) in the next few weeks. But the other day my dad came in my bed room, because I have it all moved into again with pictures everywhere. He was like why did you put your whole room together your room together if your just moving soon. I replied, well I will be back, to visit and come home now and then. He then said no, once and a great while but you WILL NEVER LIVE HERE AGAIN! Then it hit me, he is fuckin right. I keep thinking I will live here with my bros again, but it is a lie, just like cassie's breast.(the bitch stuffs) I have been sitting here in a little depression thinking what happen to me, is this it.(kinda like niki does when she use to have a buffet of men and now just one) Now I go and audition my life away, until I get something. I feel like I can't even come home until I accomplish something in LA. I am happy at least I am going to audition. I have some talented friends who are to chichen to audition and they waste there talent, this pisses me off!! Don't get me wrong, there are a lot of people from my school who have no talent and getting other jobs is the best thing for them! don't ask who I am talking about cause I will TELL NO ONE, so don't waste your time. Anyway, I am sure I will do fine, but after talking the talk, I really have to walk the walk!! I am excited about my future, just not sure how I feel about leaving my hick town for good, not to mention all the people hate at ISU. Well all this thinking has made me hungry. I am going to go eat then purge, so I can eat again.

*artist

It was all I wanted it to be!

Well as most of you know I spent the week end in NY City. I was sleep deprived most the time during the day, and partied most of the nights. I saw "Phantom of the Opera" on sat. 10th row! I walked a lot of 42nd street and also time square. Went into Virgin records, and the MTV store. I saw lots of homeless people everywhere and I judge them. I was like get a job you lazy piece of shit!(i really was to chichen to say anything, it was more like please don't look at me) I met up with some old great friends who fromly danced at ISU, Tony and Sam. They are married now and live there. It was great seeing them. We hung out at there place drinking red wine and catching up. Then I went back out with my friend Mike and his sister Kathy. We ate at some bar and grill, then walked around the same street for an hour looking for a club. Never found one we liked and finally settled for some small ghetto bar. We then drank a lot quickly and staggered out. Went home and paced out. All and all I loved it there. However, while I was watcing the play I was asking myself, why am I moving to LA and not here?

NY here I come!!

Yea so this weeked I have decided to head out to NY and see what happens, see being an artist I can do those types of things!! And it has nothing to do with the fact that my rich asian friend is going and I don't have to pay for the trip or a place to stay cause his sister is a doctor there. Nope, it is all because I am free to do whatever I want when ever I want to do it! I have to say that I am very excited to go! See I have never been there, I am want you call a....virgin! Unlike Sarah slut ford, anytime this summer liz, all the time Mcbrrrr, who is next Cassie, i am not a bitch strieber, those days are behind me niki, and well how could i forget sunny! Love you all!

*artist*